My heart

Why does my heart hurt
Is it unmet expectations?
Do I even expect anything from you?
Is it disappointment,
That I would've done anything for you but you're just not ready for me?
Is it confusion,
As to how one person can keep pining over someone who constantly pushes the other away
Is it questioning how I can be so patient giving you chances you didn't ask for and being sad you don't seize it anyway
Is it wishful thinking,
That you'd take care of my heart just a bit more?