May the force be with me

I have no word over this mindset
Feelings, if there is any
I either spent enough time harping over it that i'm over it
Or did the moment I decide to let go, work?
I think I fear reconciling and finding out we have nothing in common more than not reconciling at all
But it's not really a fear cause who knows what would happen
Just know that as of now, as much as I will always care for you,
My heart is not beating your name
We'll both be free and we'll be okay
At least I will be