downcast

i've been feeling down these few days, but there's always people who without trying makes me so happy.
thank you, even if you dont know who you are.
today i came across a thought.
we may all miss the past and would give anything in the world to go back in time.
to your childhood, your primary school days or even a few months ago.
the past is untouchable for a reason.
it's supposed to be preserved, cherish and a place for a temporary release of the present emotions.
and knowingly, humans need that.
humans need a place to release their emotions because we get tired.
we get tired of the present, tired of looking forward and the only comfort we find is in the past.
maybe because we know what we went through and we could classify them as good or bad.
we could change our mindset though, to think in a way that "What i'm going through now is going to pass, and i got a lot more things to go through, to experience, to learn. I will hurt and i will cry sometimes, but i'll also not forget to smile and laugh, and live life to the fullest, even though i'm heavily conformed."
so, leaving you on this note, i would like to wish
1) Happy September holidays! (not really holidays for some but still, enjoy it!)
2) Goodluck for N levels, I wish you all the best especially the people from christ church secondary. Do your bestest best best best best! :D

-xo