"You're never there for me"
Flashbacks of us taking a random bus, hoping it'd end up at the place your training was supposed to be at.
Of me waiting in the lobby for close to two hours? I don't know, it didn't feel that long despite being alone because I know we'll be reunited soon.
"I'm more invested in your life than you are in mine"
Laughters from your family, commenting on how our friendship has been going on for so long it's commendable.
"You missed both my performances"
Me sitting with 2 people I barely know just to support you from the audience, you running to your friends because you guys were going to celebrate your hard work.
"I always get a NIL reply when I ask whether you're free"
I've never felt at ease asking whether you were free because you rarely were.
"I'm not trying to be calculative"
(read above)
I'm trying. I won't shatter us. If we were ever to break, I won't let the responsibility lie on both of us. I want to prove that we have a fighting chance but only if you find yourself again.
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