Go away

To avoid you for a bit.
Because it is not worth compromising the friendship just because your kind heart impressed mine.
Just because your smile makes me smile.
Just because you're the human I spend most time with.
To avoid you for a bit.
Because none of us deserve confusion, and you don't deserve this change in attention.
To avoid you for a bit.
Just enough until I get a stronger hold on these feelings,
Enough that I find a distraction from your gaze.
Let me avoid you for a bit.
Because it will hurt less this way.
(no matter how much I want to see you)