Simultaneous

When my brain doesnt work and cant stop at the same time
When a bright mind got dimmed but denied
When my body refuses to function because the brain and heart are both distracted with unnecessary things
When I feel myself going down a spiral but it's not dangerous enough for panic buttons to ring
When I don't know why i'm not sleepy
When I can't understand how i'm not a bit hungry
When I don't want to change it anyways