(Forgettable) Friendship

But you don't get to ask why we don't open up,
Or why we never share more than a hug
Honestly I don't care,
That you're never available
Because I respect you enough to know your boundaries.
But when there are people out there (like me) who are willing to drop everything for a bud,
Then I wonder why they're not my friend instead.
Because if two people are willing to work for each other-
Friendship flourishes in a way like no other.

To my biffel

I wouldnt say I have a good heart but these are what I do, and try to always do.
It caught me off guard when you said that you couldn't be there at my lowest point because you were busy, and I bet even busy entertaining your ego.
Perhaps you're a good friend in terms of tangible help, but emotional wise, matters of the heart?
Im proud to say i've got it more solidified.
Thank god I dont need you.
Thank god for my inner strength.
Thank god for other people in my life.
Thank you, God.