it feels so wrong to face you after all these while thinking too much
I thought it was only a joke, that I only like you as a name but it's getting out of hand
Stop!!!

You Have Companion

8am sun is up.
My first thoughts encompasses your being.
Rises and shines, your laugh replays.
Liquid beating down my bare back, your smile is the sun.
Breakfast down my throat, Your eyes is the sun.
Walked out of the home into your arms.
But you are holding someone else.
What am I to do

Pointless

Twist and turn
Mould you in
You don't fit well
But try to scooch in
I don't mind a little bit of contact.
But a little bit.
Go over my limit and i'll blow up-
And away

Eleven

11 years before I was born
A boy existed.
Poetry couldn't encapture his messy mind
5 years before I was born
A boy went to school.
Getting a proper education, because it was the rule.
A year before I was born
I felt him calling.
I forgot how he sounded.
Ten years old, I stand.
He stood at 21.
Labouring at his third job.
Waiting for his wishes to be granted.
I turn 15, he was waiting.
16, time is ticking.
17, she walked into his eyes, into his heart.
Now i'm 18, ready to get him.
He's in love with someone else.

Simplest Words

Joy
The word is spelt J-O Y
Not like you need to know it.
Gladly
That one has 2 syllables
But you knew that.
Happiness
It's my favourite word
But you don't care.
I chant the h
A
P p i
N e
S and S
But all I get in return are skeptical looks.
Only 8 out of ten people have light in their eyes.
Feeling the same joy I do
But majority is not enough.
I want all riding this boat.

Bring Me Down

Let me laugh at your attempts
To tie my feet to the seabed on the sky.
A flying submarine hijacked by fairytale pirates
I'm stuck viewing the world upside down.
Yank me down
Try once
Try twice
Try thrice
Shy away because you failed
And wipe that ego dripping down your forehead
Your lack of effort makes me feel happy to be stuck
Helplessness is not all that bad
Shut your eyes and stop staring at me
I don't owe you a thing.

Never Get Over

Pass me the knife
The sharp, sharp knife
Slide it across my skin
Let you hear me wince
Let me feel the pain
While you sit and smirk
I'll wait for you to lose your mind
Before I finally use the rocks you pelted me with
To sharpen the now blunt knife
(i scraped the floor your name and mine)
And finally, finally cut the tie
The translucent string weighing heavy like chains
Tying me to your ring finger
The finger our ring resides on
The finger a vein to the heart lays
Human's weakest finger
But you still manage to puppet me on
And when the sound of air sliced into halves I let out a sigh
Floods of tears rush down, stroking my face the way only you knew how
And even as now I hear you whimper silently
I am able to drag my feet away

And these thoughts are occuring
As I see you talking to her
I'm overly attached
Let me cut this tie
You are not hurting me
i'm hurting myself