How unnecessarily strong you've been
The way you push against any forces wanting to shatter your thoughtfulness,
The way my ego could never win against you
The way you feel every emotions and always let go of the hurt sincerely
The way you instinctually seek out the good in people even when it's not easy
Today I thank you,
I don't know what hearts are made of
I dont know if you were gifted to me wholly by the universe or you came as a blank slate I had to fill in
Perhaps it's a bit of both- you were given to me equipped with your own personality but I choose what happens to you
Is that it, is a heart its own life like we are our own?
Either way,
Tonight im writing to appreciate you
Least I can do is act the way you would act
Give in, be thoughtful, never prideful.
And honestly, i'd never had appreciated you until I realise how different everyone's hearts are
This is probably why we say "Sampai hati" when someone does something bad- "how could your heart bear to, (because mine would never)"
And why we say "Bless your heart" when someone is kind; because mine didn't tell me to do what you just did
Im rambling. It's 2am
Im just thankful for my heart- probably the only muscle in my body working hard hahaha