Cool

It's probably just luck that you're behind this blue tinted glass
That I can only see you as gentle and unnerving
I hope if I ever break through
You'll remain

I felt cheated, too

Things changed in a heartbeat
Trust me I had no idea,
I'm in the same carriage as the rest of you
Holding the conductors' hands but only realising too late that their hands weren't even on the steering wheel

The words

In the wind of a heavy choice,
Love has a quiet voice
Still your mind

Tiring

How is it possible that years of accumulated wiseness goes down the drain
Just because of stupid little reasons like
People

My wish is my command

I'm not an overthinker
But some nights I let go and be wild
And then I am thankful once more that i'm not an overthinker

Too easy

Recklessness is never part of my being
Listening to others' opinions is just a chore
If this experience means i'm changing,
I'd rather take my steps out the door

Unintended rhymes lol
My point is that it's simultaneously easy and harder right now
A decade has passed and the old experiences and feelings renewed
What did anyone do to wake this dormant being up
What will happen
Stay tuned
Kinda tired of roller coasters
Nor am I interested in carousels
Maybe it's time to hop off awhile
And walk around the park