Sunday, December 29, 2019

Monday, December 16, 2019

sing a song for me for you

rainy days in
never really understood "sing for me"
but this time i agree
cant decide if your voice or these blankets draping me are softer
cant decide whether to fall asleep or stay awake
cant decide whether it's wrong to feel
you make me messy and i hate mess
but this time i agree

Sunday, December 15, 2019

Leader

Think one of the biggest evils
Are people who gives others hope
Despite having certainty themselves

But a big good
Are people who gives others hope
Despite not having certainty themselves

Dammit I cant be emotional my brain is too logical
Thanks though

Thursday, December 12, 2019

When will we get somewhere?

When noone is holding the key, who can free us from the cage?
When everytime a key is tossed to our direction our hands are held too tight for us to let go a second to catch it
This is not love
This is stupidity
But somehow we bask in the glory of this wrongdoing
Because to us it feels not an inch close to wrong
When we stand too close leaving no space for mistakes
And mistakes come attacking from another direction we forgot to protect
When our eyes learn to lie without our consent
And these lips drop words neither of us mean
When we're so out of touch with our hearts but choosing to believe in it anyway
Love is risky, feelings are risky
We're tethering on a sword and we could fall at any time- in or away, noone knows
So tell me, do you not see the ladder leaning against this surface area or are you deliberately overlooking it,
Just like I am?