Don't need this

If you're deciding, if something's holding you back
I used to think I can wait
I can break your defenses
Sometimes I see results
But most of the time i'm left waiting
If it was someone else going through this i'd have said they were crazy
They were time wasters
Why then am I so patient with you when you didn't do anything to deserve it?

You on the other hand
Have no right to push and pull
No right to toy anyone
You are tied, be tied for good
Makes both our lives easier if you stayed friends

Me

Me: looks for hurt
Me: is hurt
Me: insert pikachu meme

How I know

You're not right for me because you don't make me feel welcomed
You don't make me feel safe opening up,
Asking for favours like I would a friend
I rethink our conversations and lament over things I wished I could take back
You don't respect that I know more at times
I buy into your small kindness,
Seek to calm your troubled soul
But if from the start it's me servicing you
Then i'd rather not taste your sweetness at all
Because I can guess how it ends