What is it about love

What is it about love,
This paradoxical medium
Making people willingly do things against their will,
Makes people kinder, more willing,
But also more private, more angry
It's just more of everything
Science blames hormones
But what is it about love
That makes me both want to roll my eyes yet take advantage
As to how they're willing to do anything as long as they're together
Queue for hours, wait forever without complaints
What is it about love,
That other forms of love almost always fail to reach this stage?

I hope you know

Happy birthday sunshine
You brightened my days
Made me feel something
Gave me things to look forward to
It was shortlived, but sweet nonetheless
Happy birthday sunshine.
I wished we were more than just acquaintances
But sometimes distance is justified.

Stay grand,
And continue brightening up our lives.
Or mine.
Lol.

Everytime it's said,
It's halted

How could I

Be so cheap as to sell us short
Even if that's what you're doing?
How could I be the whispered
And be weakened by unmet expectations
When companionship like ours is impossible to find?
How could I be the one who lets you let us go,
When it is in my power to keep trying?
O Allah, give me strength

More (Personal turned draft)

Doesn't it actually hurt more
When the one you admire admires noone?
Not even someone else
Noone.
Makes you feel even lost
What do you want?
What are you looking for?
It's no longer "She's better than me"
It's "I'm not good enough, and I don't even have competition"
You'll grow up to be a heartbreaker-
Birth to death their laud proves loud
And why did you have to suffocate (deprive) my air
When their mouths-
Or even so
your ears are so within reach?

(People have probably said that about you since you were born
And why did you have to make their words come true?)

:(

You hurt me for the first time today-
It wasn't even anything big
But for a potential love i'd say it's big enough?
You weren't gentle
Or am I not
Understanding?