If my time in your life is up,
Just know it's not on a bitter note.
I'm the happiest to see you grow
It's neither our faults that we outgrew each other
I used to say "We always have a choice" and perhaps yes we still do-
Except this time we're failing to choose each other.
If my role in your chapter is up,
Just know i'm the most thankful.
We ever happened- that's what matters the most.
When we end it with a bang,
It will either end, or ironically be a fresh new start.
Love is always about choosing each other everytime
And you're failing at doing that lately.
Like I said, I never blame you.
You're pursuing yourself after all these years,
And i'm the happiest for you.
If we are not endgame,
Just know that while i'll always pray for you behind your back (knowing you'd do the same for me)
(Barney songs are playing and it reminds me of friendship and love)
It will always be bittersweet that we don't get to go through more milestones together.
But if your stop has come and you have arrived at your destination,
You should go.
If it means you growing without me by your side,
You must go.
The worst part is that you know this.
The best part is, that you know this.
