So apparent

I wonder how with a scarred heart you could scar others
Has it healed too well?
How could you bring yourself to come between a friendship?
Or were you sent to show me that you weren't that worth it after all?

Nice things to remember

When someone said,
"I never realised how much I looked up to you until something bad happened and my first thought was to find you because I knew you'd know what to say or do"

When a voice I admired so much sat me down every time to ask how I sang because "You have no idea how much I love you voice if only you could read my mind"

When a person I thought dismissed me each time wrote me a letter and identifying me as "The amazing Queen with a golden heart"

Sometimes I need to remember nice things, especially on days we feel like we've done nothing much.

A lesson learnt

And as long as I refuse to learn it,
It will keep on coming.

Doesnt stop me from recalling, and asking.

Of downgraded friendship,
And unfated fate-
I will be ok.
I will find people who will love me as well as I love them, and care for me as much as I do for them.
For now, I am okay.

Few things

Few things in plan, but never attempted-
To graduate in 3 years,
Conventions galore,
Activism participation,
Ring on the finger

My time for grand will come, and I make the best of my time.
Insyaallah.

Acceptance is healing

For a moment it felt like we were back to the past,
But then I saw your eyes trail hers and I got a rude awakening
It will never be the exact same
I stood up and walked away.
That's the least I could do for myself