Who cares anymore

Perhaps what I need is not answers,
It's not confirmation nor closure
It's not continuation,
No psychoanalysing
What I need is just to live in the moment

21 feb 2017; Justify us?

How are you supposed to feel,
I need answers
Because everytime I see you now,
My heart goes numb.
When souls are casted to find each other, sometimes we get lost.
We fall in love, and it's nothing more than an accident.

The universe feared the day our souls collide, because it knew nothing would go right
But we fight through the days and nights,
And we stand up for our hearts.
But we knew we will falter, knew from the start,
Just thank you for not giving up too soon,
We had hope,
We had hope,
But we found that sometimes love never finds a way.

Not every piece fits perfectly, no matter how we tried.
I'll carry a piece of you on every piece of this earth I tread.
Maybe someday all connects,
and make sense,
To justify why two pure love,
Were never meant to be from the start.

12 march 17; make up class asb

5 active ingredients of skincare and makeup

Cleanse tone moisturize sunscreen

Primer, foundation, loose powder then compact powder (pressed/compact)

Cool & warm colours
Yellow undertone for warm tone
Ask for 3 best foundation match from range (tan/medium/fair)
Swatch on jawline

(When we talk about behaviors? Kita)

Correct parts not areas and make it subtle,light swift brushes
For medium-fair, if dull skin/yellow, purple on cheeks to look youthful and fresher
Purple also for veins
Tan cannot use purple
For fair, use green to counteract pink/redness and freckles
 

Tapping and light blending/sliding motions

Makeup forever HD foundation (silica powder)

24 march 2017; body language

I spent my afternoon admiring god's creation- mostly the sky and us humans.
It's cool how He made us walk this way, how our limbs swing the opposite direction to propel us forward.
If he had created us to be straight walking creatures, why didn't he equip us with the anti-slouch behaviour?
Why not make our spines more strong that we would never slouch, ever!
But see this serves another purpose.
Conveyance of tiredness, unconfidence- he allows us the beauty of body language.

29 march 17; what's beautiful

What would you call beautiful,
The crash of waves that hits the shore,
The breeze that pushes back your hair,
The trail of moon so bright and clear,
The still waters lit up like crystal.
The way the light falls on your face,
Or how it's rare for nights like these,
Is it the warmth from our proximity,
But most of all baby

I hope it's me as much as it's you,
There's a few moments i'd call beautiful in my life
This is definitely one

I mean, stop this but don't

You're the personification of headache
You dress as Santa and give me a gift but later found out it was yours you rejected
You feed me sweets and candies galore just for me to know you found them on the floor
You listen intently and nods and react but for all I know you're dazed in your head
You lend me your jacket to protect me from breeze only because you're  donned in thick mitts
You smile like the sun rays striking my heart-
Until I found out it was fake from the start

Mislead me again

Why are you signalling right when you're driving straight?
Why are you turning left when the roundabout has passed?
Why are your signals so misleading?
And why are you so inconsistent

Road to barely

I mean,
I don't understand your intentions
I don't get that smile
I can't guess your next move
And they say i'm a mind reader.
You're just so...
Unavailable.

Roda

I mean inilah kehidupan kan, kau rodakan orang dibawah dan orang lain merodakan kau dibawah juga

I think you were it

I know it makes no sense,
It is impossible,
But I sincerely hope noone feels about me the way I feel about you.
It seems like the most illogical thing in the world, but you might be thinking the same.
But for you my dear, it is beyond truth.
For me, I hope it continues illogical.
At least until I learn to handle this.