I just want to fade away for a while
Really reassess my priorities
Because I put so many things first, so many people before myself
And I don't care that none of them places their care on me unless I contribute exactly what they need
Though it's their flaw
Can't say i'm not inadequate
Noone needs me,
But I choose to get involved anyway
So I just want a time out-
And see how things can flourish without my deathly touch.
Well it was fun while it lasted,
Thanks for giving me the confirmation I needed
Though we don't necessarily have to part ways,
There are truly no words left to say.
Goodbye, us.
Isn't fate cruel,
For making us meet only ever on nights I need lights
For making you appear as a beacon of hope, a ray of heartbeat smashing itself repeatedly blinding my eyes and guts.
Suddenly I feel like a place so small feels so big,
Just to convince myself there's a pair of holy hands who places you at the place at the time.
11pm when the moon is high,
When the traffic is quiet as quiet can be
In buses where transfers occur so swift we have no time to look up.
And all these times I ended up sitting still catching my breath as you walked briskly away-
Pretty apt representation of us,
Don't you think?
Oops I accidentally revealed my true feelings
It's weird right?
I knew you were unprepared so i kept you out
But to you i was doing anything but protect
